The weird caller

I've been getting weird calls from this really weird caller. He's been saying he wanted to make friendship with me! Been trying to dodge him for a while now...hoping to do so for sometime. None of this would've happened had i been with you-know-who!
It's been a really long time since I last saw him. A really long time since we went for a walk...a really long time since we sat at a restaurant and argued about who'd pay the bill...a really long time since we smiled together...a really long time since we held hands...
I miss him...

Office cubicles... cups of caffeine

Been sleeping in my office cubicle for the last half an hour, with my TL peeping at me from the top of his own cubicle. lLoking around with beady eyes i could see my cup of coffee still lying there beside my hand(i went off to sleep after draining an entire cup). Guess the effects of coffee is starting to wear off in my case. I keep falling asleep inspite of all the caffeine. Someone kill me...or give me some work!!!

GHOR!!!!

*grin*
finally booked my tickets to ghy. 25th of Feb! This is gonna be so good...
*grin widening*

Happy Me!

Was scrolling through my previous blogs. The conclusion...I Used To Be Distraught...ALL THE TIME!!!

Don't really remember why though...guess it was an overdose of evanescence songs. For those who aren't familiar with that name, it's a goth-rock band singing super depressing songs. O_o. Weird, huh!

And now, the new super-happy me have decided to write only happy and relevant blogs. Blogs that'll actually make readers happy...not make them grovel on the ground, wanting to die. :P

Until then, ciao!

haunted

i shut my eyes...
it's your face i see
i cover my ears...
it's your voice i hear
why does your thought still haunt me?
when you had already left me.
is this what you wanted...
to see me lonely and weeping?
your name still on my lips...
my soul---dark and dying
i want to go home
back to where i belong...
but the shadows hold me back
while you still haunt my dreams...

the last lie...

losing myself in every breath i take
i freefall into the darkness
evil voices spy upon my prayers
while i lay naked and frightened
you tell me to be brave
tell me to guard the last lie
and while i sit in the dark
i keep wondering
will you ever free me...
will i ever sing again?
and as i still cry inside
no one can hear me weep
as my essence melts away
i know i'm in too deep

the pain won't let me forget you...

I thought the pain would make me forget you,
But everytime it hurts...
I realise how much I'm still in love with you...